I start to think a lot about what i did But not what i would say My friend, it's not what they told me Had allot of shit go down but in the final stage You wanted me just to say, i've done my all Now i'm stable Now that the cards are on the table Well all was said in decent taste All i needed was some distance and space, a mess A lesson is learned Alot of people knocked it but what they'd see was Different from what you'd say You'd say i can't understand why you don't come to visit Get on with your life, you can't understand... That i'm doin' fine this time, i don't really care What you say no more now that i see What was distant from me, not going to wake up Doing fine this time That could be why you are here no more Things for you went wrong this time You want it more than i do Something changed along these lines You needed it more than i did