I told myself I'd be asleep I should've been in bed by three I'm wide awake, staling a little drunk Wearing a dress too tight for me to breathe Singing, you're only laughing 'til you cry You're only living 'til you die And you're only here until you're not It only hurts until it– ♪ Squeezing a lime between my teeth Sharing air and body heat I'm sparkling, spinning, and who was I again? Coming out so I could leave Singing, you're only laughing 'til you cry You're only living 'til you die And you're only here until you're not It only hurts until it– ♪ You're only laughing 'til you cry You're only living 'til you die And you're only here until you're not It only hurts until it, it only hurts until it It only hurts until it stops