I thought I wanted to save us But I was stuck in the past Messed me up I wanted to hurt Just give me something that lasts I think you know what I'm made of, yeah So what am I in this mess? Paint a picture of vivid color Can't tell the black from the grays Too slow, things down and clear my mind Start cleaning up toxic friend behind You say yes and you don't make waves I don't need to say You'd know that I try And I don't wanna hide or waste another lie Say no and I will let go I don't need to say You'd know that I try And I don't wanna hide or waste another lie Mmm, left in the pool Of my own mess When I said I'm gonna change (change) You made me pick up a broken glass Don't wanted to be in vain, oh But too slow, things down and clear my mind Start cleaning up toxic friend behind You say yes and you don't make waves I don't need to say You'd know that I try And I don't wanna hide or waste another lie Say no and I will let go I don't need to say You'd know that I try And I don't wanna hide or waste another lie Would you believe if I told you That I don't wanna go back I'm just afraid that I lose you And I don't wanna hide or waste another lie You say yes (say yes) and you don't make waves I don't need to say You'd know that I try And I don't wanna hide or waste another lie (Waste another lie) Say no (say no) and I will let go (let go) I don't need to say You'd know that I try And I don't wanna hide or waste another lie (Waste another lie) Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah