My happiness is buried in the sand In the backyard of my life I can't remember where Think it was October's rain that watched me cry No one else was around My happiness Diving to the bottom of the sea To find the wild white pearls which hide from me And only empty shells were lying there Like my happiness, My happiness And when you see me running Don't assume I'm running to somewhere I belong And when you see me crying don't feel sorry for me My happiness is a like a snake Slides below the wooden floor To the darkest place And just sits and waits 'til no one's there Just like my happiness My happiness And when I see you smiling I come to you I'm trying To steal your smile for me I hate you when you're glowing The way you're walking between my tears So when you see me running Don't assume I'm running to somewhere I belong And when you see me crying Don't feel sorry for me So when I die and October comes And the leaves stop falling down upon the ground And when the rain will stop you can be sure I found my happiness