I can't seem to think straight I realize out of any obstacle I face It's always me in my own way I try to close my eyes To dream of better days Hoping old memories Will help to wash the pain away Wash the pain away Look back when we felt alive and free Not trapped in our minds, ourselves we can't find Back then we believed in our own dreams Not giving up yet, I will not forget Some days I don't have to fake the laughter My smile is real, not just being used to cover up how I feel Other days feel grey On the outside my face still looks the same But on the inside It's covered in rain Look back when we felt alive and free Not trapped in our minds, ourselves we can't find Back then we believed in our own dreams Not giving up yet, I will not forget I am cold This situation is growing old I am cold This situation is growing old Feels like I've grown out of touch With any positive emotion left in nostalgia Why does being awake hurt so much Look back when we felt alive and free Not trapped in our minds, ourselves we can't find Back then we believed in our own dreams Not giving up yet, I will not forget Look back when we felt alive and free Not trapped in our minds, ourselves we can't find Back then we believed in our own dreams Not giving up yet, I will not forget