I was the first to say hello You were the last to say goodbye It was a long, long time ago We chose to abandon our hearts With no trust, we fell apart Far too naive to know Ahead of time The time when I was helpless You wouldn't stay And when I asked for patience You'd never wait Tears fill my eyes while I stare into space I still care and think about us Upon this bed of shame I helplessly lay I've been a lost and lonely soul Since we decided to depart But it was for the best, I know It's hard to accept so many truths Which hurt much more than the lies And I could read your eyes When I was helpless You wouldn't stay And when I asked for patience You'd never wait Tears fill my eyes while I stare into space I still care and think about us Upon this bed of shame I helplessly lay I helplessly lay In need of time The time when I was helpless You wouldn't stay And when I asked for patience You'd never wait And then I called you heartless You walked away And left it all behind I hurt till this day When I was helpless You wouldn't stay And when I asked for patience You'd never wait Tears fill my eyes while I stare into space I still care and think about us Upon this bed of shame I helplessly lay I helplessly lay I helplessly lay