Of course it rained on your funeral in the middle of winter. It doesn't make much since, but neither does any of this. The snow all melted and now I can't find you your footsteps coming up the driveway. I wanted to walk in them so I could pretend that I'm making all the decisions you would of wanted I'll sing this for now till I find the time to right everything down and figure everything out. I've got a lot to think about cause I don't know how to feel right now. And I've been sleeping in the basement watching TV. It helps me keep my mind of things. cause I can hardly sleep. Been waking up to nightmares all damn week. Been waking up to nightmares all damn week Don't tell me it gets better I know that it gets better-er Getting sick of the past tens and refferring to you in it Getting sick of the past tense I'll sing this for now till I find the time to right everything down and figure everything out. I've got a lot to think about cause I don't know how to feel right now. It's just so hard and everybody wants to talk about it, but I don't want to talk about it Cause I keep seeing those eyes and I keep hearing those breaths avoiding all these words cause I creech when they come up in conversations And I just wanna be alone right now I just wanna be alone right now I just wanna be alone right Don't ask me how I'm doing cause I really just don't know right now