Tears all in my eyes and I can't tell you why and I'm out in the field and I don't feel like I'm surviving I feel like I'm dying Hope on my horizon I see dollar signs every time I close my eyelids As soon as they open I be hoping I can find them Kept on doing Dope shit with the hopes that someone finds him Instead I'm doing Dope shit until no one is surprised then Moving up so slowly but at least I know I'm climbing I'm searching for a miracle In a statue made of gold Look at what they made me I'm searching for a miracle And a statue made of gold Look at what they made me I just wanna Grammy I just want an Oscar I just want a golden globe to know I'm no imposter, Shit I'll take a Write up on a site to get my props Who U know at complex, tell them bout my concepts Tell them I'm a ticking bomb and I ain't out of time Rap is like the trap and I'm just tryina make a dime stretch Holding on to Sanity, at least that's in my mindset When you're in restraints it's kind of hard for you to sign checks I'm searching for a miracle In a statue made of gold Look at what they made me Look at what they made me I'm searching for a miracle And a statue made of gold Look at what they made me Look at what they made me Look at what they made me (look at what they made me) I'm searching for a miracle (searching for a miracle) In a statue made of gold In a statue made of gold Look at what they made me Look at what they made me I'm searching for a miracle in a statue made of gold, look at what they made me