Blew out my brain, shoot my dome over pain I don't even know, but I'm going insane Light bulb on top, gun cock, two shot Wanna kill myself cuz I'm tired, feel so locked Courage no cowardly, I am so cowardly For giving up on my life, momma wanted me to stay strong Arm strong feel proud of me For what I do, what I try, wait quietly Look at the stars Look at the moon Know what I mean when you stare at it too Feel your soul fly out from it's tomb Doing the things that you never could do Smoke and you know what it feels to feel blue Feelin' the vibes, new born from the womb All of this freedom is drivin' me crazy Putting my mind in a space so wavy Open a box find me outta place Put me in place but it just over plays Over and over repeating the chase Life is a game, you cannot hit save on Livin' my life like a 90's re-run Long and forgotten, no way to really see one Nobody cares till you die, straight flame on Life is a level, you can't seem to win on