I am the guilty one Ball and chain around my leg I am the cursed one Black cloud hanging over head Feel the heart that pumps blood All inside of me I am the lonely one All my guts are turning gray I am the silent one I don't care just what they say Put together from stone and bones in electricity Well, I'd like to break my four black parts Why don't you worship me Because I tried to in a truck I thought about, I cried I messed around with three young lives Forgive me, Mary My demise I am the ugly one Monster that feels no pain I am the special one Teenage head and rotten brain I walk a 43 funky miles With these broken bones I got locked without hope I have no home Because I tried and I lied I thought about, I died I messed around with three young lives Forgive me, Mary Forgive me, my demise I am the lonely one Stuck here in the ice and snow I am the guilty one Destroyed everything I know Well, the bible says it's wrong I'm just left singing this sad song Well Lord, I just got to get along That's my demise That's my demise