No sleep, no time, wonder when I stopped feeling fine My head hurts, I can't move Where should I start? Tell me what to do Who needs healthy coping means When you've got cards and stars and things? All my shit's in retrograde, I wonder if you feel the same? Maybe if I draw the right card, I'll have the chance to get better Maybe if I draw the right card, I'll have the chance to get better All I want is to get better, all I want is to get better All I want is to get better, all I wanted I'm waking up, I'm stressing out I don't know why I always draw the Nine of Swords I wear a smile, I play the fool But it feels like I'll always draw the Nine of Swords Is this that bad? Oh good, it's worse than I thought! Reverse after reverse card Why did I have to make things so hard? So hard Maybe if I draw the right card, I'll have the chance to get better Maybe if I draw the right card, I'll have the chance to get better All I want is to get better, all I want is to get better All I want is to get better, all I wanted I'm waking up, I'm stressing out I don't know why I always draw the Nine of Swords I wear a smile, I play the fool But it feels like I'll always draw the Nine of Swords ♪ Don't know why it has to be always so hard