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Oh
I just wanna be a better friend
To myself whenever I can
When I say that I'm sorry
I will learn to forgive me
I'm the worst of my enemies
So caught up with my penalties
Even though I have done well
I still live in my own hell
Oh I've hurt myself over and over
And if I had grace
I wouldn't even have to
Swallow myself like a cannibal
Lonely as hell it's unbearable
Why do I fucking do this
Psychology madness
Swallow myself like a cannibal
Lonely as hell it's unbearable
Why do I fucking do this
I'm so tired of hurting
I give all my time
To my right brain cause it
Keeps me in the fire
Thinking I deserve it
Striking matches just to breathe in smoke
Deadly habits blowing up my phone
I've hurt myself over and over
But just to rephrase
I'll tell you that I like to
Swallow myself like a cannibal
Lonely as hell it's unbearable
Why do I fucking do this
Psychology madness
Swallow myself like a cannibal
Lonely as hell it's unbearable
Why do I fucking do this
I'm so tired of hurting
Critical
It's chemical
Wish I could hit a switch
Make it all go away
Obsessional
Habitual
Demons in my head
Make them all go away
Swallow myself like a cannibal
Lonely as hell it's unbearable
Why do I fucking do this
Psychology madness
Swallow myself like a cannibal
Lonely as hell it's unbearable
Why do I fucking do this
I'm so tired of hurting
Swallow myself like a cannibal
Lonely as hell it's unbearable
Why do I fucking do this
Psychology madness
Swallow myself like a cannibal
Lonely as hell it's unbearable
Why do I fucking do this
I'm so tired of hurting
(Why do I do this?)