I'm this now, a little bit different But I guess that's what life will do In the same town, but it's not so innocent Growing up but it feels too soon, it feels too soon The pressure, my head hurts You'd think it get better, not worse I am this now, but I'm not so innocent And I lay here I don't want to go to sleep alone 'Cause when I look out my window (When I look out my window) I'm scared it's not fireworks anymore I'm scared it's not fireworks anymore Outside is not the same, not like it was before I hope I heard fireworks outside of my door When I'm walking I get a little bit paranoid By everyone, every noise Let the phone ring 'Cause of some shit I'm avoiding, yeah The pressure, my head hurts You think it get better, not worse I am this now, but I'm not so innocent And I lay here I don't want to go to sleep alone 'Cause when I look out my window (When I look out my window) I'm scared it's not fireworks anymore I'm scared it's not fireworks anymore Outside is not the same, not like it was before I hope I heard fireworks outside of my door Outside of my door, ooh My door, ooh And I lay here I don't want to go to sleep alone 'Cause when I look out my window (When I look out my window) (When I look out my window) I'm scared it's not fireworks anymore I'm scared it's not fireworks anymore Outside is not the same, not like it was before I hope I heard fireworks outside of my door my door, yeah)