Went from crying everyday to no emotion
Lotta niggas stabbed me in my back left me frozen
I was in a dark place, I aint even notice
When I die dump me with my people in the ocean
My big cousin lost her life she was driving to fast
I lost my dog a couple months ago I left in the past
Got to stay focus now
No time for joking now
I got one chance I cannot lose I got to hold it down
Not feeling hopeless now
I remember cuzzo he was rapping when he switched the mood
He said look at me dude
He said Madi someday this pain will be useful to you
And I aint had no clue
And now he dead alright
And I would trade like everything to see you one more time
Aint had a chance to say I love you I was left behind
I turned my back against the world and ran up my grind
Wo ho hoo
Now I cut off all my niggas
Now I ran up all my digits
Now I make 30 a minute
Now all the windows is tinted
If you weren't here from the start my nigga just know you not getting a ticket
I know my grandpa he dead right now but I know that he with me in spirit
Half of the niggas who doubted me texting me Madi why don't you come visit
I'm to busy
Ran up my check I'm a go and make fifty
Shawty to wild she said she in love with me I grabbed my pen sign my name on her titties
I don't fuck with niggas I'm stuck in the fifties
Pour up that purple that shit in my kidney
You cannot eat on my table if you aint get up in the morning to set it up with me
Just hand me the medal already
I'm number one in the race you can tell how my foot on the pedal already
Pull up if you really want smoke cause my niggas be loaded got plenty already
I remember I wanted a car as a kid now I'm finna get twenty on twenty
Pop a bean now I'm losing my sanity
I got tortured I lost my humanity
Everyday I'm surrounded by agony
Pour a cup and I don't feel no gravity
I don't know why these niggas be mad at me
Maybe because they aware there not passing me
And I'm making this money so happily
I made it up now I'm blessing my family
Yeah I'm up here alone and I'm still walking
Got a demon on me and it love stalking
Got a thottie with me and she love shopping
If I find out its fake then I'm not copping
If he said he want smoke nigga stop talking
Yeah I'm coming with heat and its still dropping
Boy you dropping some shit and its still flopping
And I'm sliding this beat and I'm not stopping
Madi you done did it boy you made it out with faith
But I don't even smile when I'm looking at your face
Talking to myself is the only way to say'
That I lost all my emotions and I can't remain the same