Said I'm fine with it Said I'm fine But I'm not is it still alright To be mad at you To be mad at me I was glad that you Wasn't there to see That you really fucked me up Took a while to get well Had to break a habit or two I had a lot of shit to work through I had to rid the feeling of you On top of me when you were not supposed to be You were not supposed to be You were not You were not supposed to be Supposed to be on top of me So sad so sad So sick of feeling sad You're bad you're wrong I've known this all along Still I'm mad at how slowly I've been healing It's only 'cause I wish I was braver Maybe I could've saved her But you really fucked me up Took a while to get well Had to break a habit or two I had a lot of shit to work through I had to rid the feeling of you On top of me when you were not supposed to be You were not supposed to be You were not You were not supposed to be Supposed to be on top of me