Fuck these, fuck these, fuck these, fuck these memories Fuck the memories, said fuck it I'm tired Fuck the memories, I'm done and tired Fuck these memories, I'm dying and I'm tired Fuck it then I'm dying and I'm tired Fuck it then I'm dying, we're dying I can't really tell you we're dying I can't really tell you we're dying I can't really tell you we're dying I can't really tell you I'm dying I can't really tell you ill call you I'm still trying to heal from the fact that you lied to me I can't help but tell you what you mean to me I can't help but tell you what you mean to me I can't help but tell you what you mean to me I can't help but fear what you mean to me One minute you're there, then you up and leave One minute you're there then you're dead to me Why you never here, where you need to be Still see you in my visions sitting peacefully Baby, I might show you what you mean to me Baby, I might show you what you mean to me This can't be how the story ends We're barely through the prologue You can understand that I can't let this go to waste I can't really tell you we're dying I can't really tell you we're dying I can't really tell you we're dying I can't really tell you I'm dying I can't really tell you ill call you I'm still trying to heal from the fact that you lied to me I can't help but tell you what you mean to me I can't help but tell you what you mean to me Patience is a virtue that I try to preach Anxiety is real, I can't hold my peace Home is when you're here, comes so easily Take away your fear, hug you mentally I can't really go, I won't up and leave I've been through the trenches Through the fuckery Home is when you're near I can't wait for you to call me on the phone And return back to your throne This can't be how the story ends We're barely through the prologue You can understand that I can't let this go to waste Probably coulda told me you're tired Woulda told you doesn't mean that we're dying Probably doesn't mean that we're dying I can't really tell you we're dying I can't really tell you we're dying I can't really tell you we're dying I can't really tell you we're dying I can't really tell you I'm dying I can't really tell you ill call you I'm still trying to heal from the fact that you lied to me I can't help but tell you what you mean to me You know I'll be here when you call for me