And working's a pain when you always stay drunk And living gets hard when you're swimming with a rock Thank God I heard that today And I'm seeing the things no one should see Should I pack up in a hurry or should I just leave? Maybe I'll find out today Maybe I'll find out today So I'll take myself out, so that I won't wake up I'll tear my eyes out, so I can't see the sun My lungs will explode from screaming at my reflection There's a hole in the wall where the bottle was thrown Tell me God, when will it end? Tell me God, when will it end? And God, if You know everything, then why am I a joke? You'll spit in my face and make me feel like I'm playing the saint I swear to God, I didn't do anything wrong I didn't do anything wrong ♪ So I'll take myself out, so that I won't wake up I'll tear my eyes out, so I can't see the sun My lungs will explode from screaming at my reflection There's a hole in the wall where the bottle was thrown There's a hole in the wall where the bottle was thrown