I always thought I was scared of something Taking every day like a pill or something Do I even know if I'm alive It's every single day that I fear to fight Waking up in bed like I'm scared or something Will it even matter if I never go to work again I thought I lost Everything that mattered to me I always thought I was lonely But I never was It was a dream I had To forget summer nights Then you left me Then you left me And I thought I Could take it But I didn't know What I'd regret You always thought you were scared of something Taking everyday like a drink or mistake Do you even know if you're alive It's every single day that you fear to fight And I can't make it better And I can't make it better Why can't I make it better It's all my fault And I want to live like I give a shit And I want to live like I give a shit And I want to live like I give a shit