We used to be two, but were meant as one
When we both went to school, everything was fun
Now I'm locked in the stu, in a smoke-filled room
And I'm thinking 'bout you, but it feels so numb
I thought we could move on with life when we're done
Just like we used to, but god, I was wrong
'Cause every thought I have keeps taking me to the past
Tryna value every moment 'cause it never lasts too long
Turned into a believer
Just 'cause you can't see doesn't mean it couldn't be there
There is chaos and a terrifying creature
You can take just a peak, but you'll hate what you see there
Tried to go to Wonderland, but I've only gone to hell (I've gone through hell)
What shit was I on again? Is there anyone to help me?
I missed my one chance, it slipped through my hands
Quit haunting at night and just die in the past (please)
I've been trying to hide in these clouds
But I don't know how long it'll last
We used to be two, but were meant as one
When we both went to school, everything was fun
Now I'm locked in the stu, in a smoke-filled room
And I'm thinking 'bout you, but it feels so numb
I thought we could move on with life when we're done
Just like we used to, but god, I was wrong
'Cause every thought I have keeps taking me to the past
Tryna value every moment 'cause it never lasts too long
I thought I found a flower in a field of weeds
But nothing really seems to be like it seems to me
I feel so low, you kill me slow
Though you'll never know what you mean to me
And yesterday we used to pray that all the pain would fade away
Well, I still wait, got all these flavors left to taste
We used to be two, but our hearts were broken
Life is so cruel, but I just keep on hoping
And to tell you the truth, my fave thing to do
Is smoke 'til I'm blue like my name Absolem