If I'm overthinking
I'm really trying
So I should stop it
So hard on myself, it's true
Pick apart the things I do
I've been in hiding
Backsliding
Keep rewinding
Pulling the thread through the loop
Trying to find the faith I knew
Always thought that it would just feel right
I've been looking out for signs
I'm scared that I'm running out of time
Try to tell myself I'm fine
I'm waking up and I can't let go
I'm in my head but I can't say no
Hate that I do this all the time
Don't wanna focus another moment
On the things that I can't control
I need to find some peace of mind
Tonight
I don't wanna think about it now, now, now
I don't wanna think about it now, now, now
I don't wanna think about it now, now, now
I don't wanna think about it now, now, now
You can't plan it
I really thought that
I would have it
Mostly figured out by now
Tired of that bringing me down
It's automatic
And it's tragic
'Cause what matters
Every second that I lose
I'll wish I can get back to
Always thought that
It would just feel right
I've been looking my whole life
Don't care
If I'm running out of time
I don't wanna waste tonight
I'm waking up and I can't let go
I'm in my head but I can't say no
Not gonna do this all the time (not gonna do this all the time)
Not gonna focus another moment
On the things that I can't control
I need to find some peace of mind
Tonight
I don't wanna think about it now, now, now
I don't wanna think about it now, now, now
I don't wanna think about it now, now, now
I don't wanna think about it now, now, now
(I don't wanna think about it now, now, now)
(I don't wanna think about it now, now, now)
(I don't wanna think about it now, now, now)
(I don't wanna think about it now, now, now)