Hate to shut me in But this was everything The crown that wasn't ever meant to break Hide behind a grin But darkness lets you in The wall that wasn't ever meant to shade No I won't smoke that shit It's my mental spliff Don't know how much of this to take I somehow let you in Be my medicine Divin' deep in the bluest lake 'Cause I'm so fuckin' paranoid Lose myself between the noise How did I forget to lock the door? I'm so fuckin' paranoid Maybe it's too soon to fall Why do I deserve to eat my thoughts? Tried to drink away Too much of yesterday Circlin' and spiralin' my brain It hurts a piece of me To push away your calm Even though I hear you screamin' knockin' down my door No I won't smoke that shit It's my mental spliff Don't know how much of this to take I somehow let you in Be my medicine Divin' deep in the bluest lake 'Cause I'm so fuckin' paranoid Lose myself between the noise How did I forget to lock the door? I'm so fuckin' paranoid Maybe it's too soon to fall Why do I deserve to eat my thoughts? It's in My head I wanna turn you off You're in my head My head It's in My head I wanna turn you off You're in my head 'Cause I'm so fuckin' paranoid Lose myself between the noise How did I forget to lock the door? I'm so fuckin' paranoid Maybe it's too soon to fall Why do I deserve to eat my thoughts? (Cause I'm so fuckin') (Smoke that shit) (Mental spliff) (How much of this) (Let you in) (Medicine) (How much of this)