It's taking toll, this gaping hole I call a heart Fear is dancing inside of my mind My terror's not under my bed but in my head Tell me the truth, am I blind I feel the panic flowing deep in my veins I've lost it all, I've forgotten my name Placed in my hands since the day I was made I was born to know nothing but pain I was born to know nothing but pain I can't keep acting like this I can't keep holding it in I can't keep on fighting it I can't keep letting it win At the end of the day, there's one thing to say Life is a lie, hope is Hell I can't keep acting like this I can't keep holding it in I can't keep on fighting it I can't keep letting it win At the end of the day, there's one thing to say Life is a lie, hope is Hell I look in a mirror and do not like what I see Cause if you saw me how I see myself, I'd be better off dead I look in a mirror and do not like what I see Cause if you saw me how I see myself, I'd be better off dead Tear out my heart so I know that it beats Stare it to death so I know that it bleeds Tear me apart