Feeling pressure around Real life crashing down We're going away again Want to feel no pain Holding my hands to late Please understand I'm floating away I'm ready to let go I'm numbing the pain Just show me a smile I'm wondering why I've always been so low I'm going to try And show you a smile Rigid smiles to play Hoping I'll be okay We guide ourselves today Holding on to the change Past mistakes are insane Let me be my own regret Leave me to my own contempt I'm floating away I'm ready to let go I'm numbing the pain Just show me a smile I'm wondering why I've always been so low I'm going to try And show you a smile I remember all the nights that we met I felt my heart get ripped from my chest Jealousy is just the color of red Bring it back so we can pretend I'm floating away I'm ready to let go I'm numbing the pain Just show me a smile I'm wondering why I've always been so low I'm going to try And show a smile