Seventy-nine days since You pushed away my hand Autumnal fires fading And muttered words, so sad Never one to face it The petals wilt alone Seventy-nine days since The ghost of a life did call Memories surround me 'Eternally yours' you wrote The night that the harbour held us Less than a year ago From the slums to the grandest mansions I cannot find my place Stunned, I can only wonder What proved my grave mistake The street signs cold and distant The skyline no longer ours Seventy-nine days since I counted up, not down Heartburnt Just as you made me Disturbed But you could save me And possibly make me return You know I'm waiting Hearburnt Won't somebody save me Or self medicate me Please someone awake me This I yearn Please somebody crave me ...this I yearn