I count my blessings but it's not enough There's a world outside and I can't give it up See, in my mind I'm the life in the party every time but this party's in a place you won't easily find Is it failure by design or did I make a mistake These walls surround me like a cage so in this cage I will wait OK Imagine waking up to falling skies Hanging on by a string but you'll never see my dark side I'll provide you with a lie Tell you everything is fine Cause you can't understand what I've kept inside I can dream about a life I want to chase, but I'm stuck in this box, 'till I make my great escape I shouldn't enbrace it, this man I'm becoming Fuck I couldn't even tell you what has stopped me from running Fucking give you five reasons bet you couldn't find one, that grants me any right to lock myself away from the sun Friends dropping like flies while I rot in my prison I could have kept it all together, could have paid them a visit Call it selfish, or stupid It doesn't really matter Cause this glass that I'm standing on will one day shatter But could I really fall deeper down the hole I think I've maxed out, there's not much further I can go Maybe on day, I'll get to break my fate Yeah, that would be great