My pillow's my best friend just for now I can't wait for too long, don't know how I know that you need some time to get well It's fine but it's not, it's just not fair I'm clenching the right paw of that bear I just hope that it isn't too late It came from the left field, knocked me right down Thought that things were getting better I know that I was wrong now I wish I could've known the things that you needed I repeated and pleaded But regardless you're leaving Been bedridden I haven't gone to class Wish upon a star that I could get my time back I hate all the chit chat Turnin' down the thermostat If everything I do is for you, where the fuck my mind at? I could never keep my eyes up ahead Always worried 'bout now, not what's coming next Looked down and saw that knife stuck in my chest Need some healing but I'll never cry for help Thought you'd be here, but you gotta go and help yourself I'm too needy, I can't really do it by myself What's to live for, I can't really think of any else Need some healing but I'll never cry for help Thought you'd be here, but you gotta go and help yourself I'm too needy, I can't really do it by myself What's to live for, I can't really think of any else My pillow's my best friend just for now I can't wait for too long, don't know how I know that you need some time to get well It's fine but it's not, it's just not fair I'm clenching the right paw of that bear I just hope that it isn't too late My pillow's my best friend just for now I can't wait for too long, don't know how I know that you need some time to get well It's fine but it's not, it's just not fair I'm clenching the right paw of that bear I just hope that it isn't too late