I guess it's hard to say goodbye to something that you never realized Would be gone I know it's hard to look back and Reimagine what it would be like if you were still By my side Whatever kills me faster Cigarettes and plaster dot my floor It's on my feet when I walk To the back door Whatever kills me faster Cigarettes and plaster dot my floor It's on my feet when I walk To the back door It's on my feet I know I'm not What you wanted Even though I gave you everything I had You hide emotions Behind your face so when you cry Its an admission of defeat I guess it's hard to say goodbye to something that you never realized Would be gone I know it's hard to look back and Reimagine what it would be like if you were still By my side Whatever kills me faster Whatever kills me faster I realized Whatever kills me faster Cigarettes and plaster dot my floor It's on my feet How does it feel to watch somebody tell you There's nothing you can do to make them stay