Looking back, I wouldn't change a thing Except every time I wore my heart on my sleeve Just to have it taken from me And every time that smoke hit my lungs Just to feel at ease Just like you live for Him, I live for this Dissect each word But it's the point you always missed Everything is easier said than done But these notes can't be written just to stay unsung You rip me apart But you were lost from the start Looking towards the sky to find the throne But I've found a kingdom in my life A heaven to call my own Looking back, I'd leave everything Set up shop on the corner of every street Sell all my hopes and dreams To every stranger I meet But when will you ever acknowledge me? As a kid Storms made me feel safe On rainy days I knew the clouds overhead Felt the same as me But these days I'm losing sleep over nothing The sky blankets the light And it only seems to bring me down When it rains, it pours And I'm not sure If I can keep my head above water anymore