And I cried every year To watch me as I tear To watch me as I fear He watched me all these years And I lied everyday And I lied through the pain He watched me all these years He watched me without fear He watched me without fear He watched me without fear And I lied everyday And I lied through the pain He watched me all these years He watched me without fear He watched me without fear He watched me without fear He watched me without fear He watched me without fear And I lied everyday ♪ And I lied through the pain He watched me all these years He watched me without fear I want to throw his shit in the trash I want to take back all my cash I'll take back all those years I'll take back all my fear ♪ I take back all those years I take back all my fear I take back everyday I take back all my pain He watched me all these years He watched me without fear He watched me without fear He watched me without fear