I still remember exactly how it felt
To be the one who made my life hell
Waking up each morning
To see the same face staring back at me
To leave my house and run down the street
In the hopes it would remind me to breathe
Feels like I'm living the same dream
Except this time, I can't wake up as easily
Cause I thought I would know by now
Thought that I'd find me out
Sleep under different clouds
And know what I'm looking for
But when all the lights go down
I'm left with my voice's sound
The pressure is screaming loud
To know what I'm looking for
Every day and night
I'm caught in the same dream
Cause I thought I would know by now
Thought that I'd find me out
Sleep under different clouds
And know what I'm looking for
I use to think there was some kind of beauty
In the moments I felt nothing
Dust in my lungs and my bones weak
I lived to decay and sleep for weeks
And I remember picking petals off flowers
Watching them fall passed the hours
Feels like I'm living the same dream
Except this time, I can't wake up as easily
Cause I thought I would know by now
Thought that I'd find me out
Sleep under different clouds
And know what I'm looking for
But when all the lights go down
I'm left with my voices sound
The pressure is screaming loud
To know what I'm looking for
Every day and night
I'm caught in the same dream
Cause I thought I would know by now
Thought that I'd find me out
Sleep under different clouds
And know what I'm looking for
And I feel the same
As if nothing has changed
My life is slipping away
And I feel the same
Waiting for something to change
Cause I'm slipping away
Cause I thought I would know by now
Thought that I'd find me out
Sleep under different clouds
And know what I'm looking for
But when all the lights go down
I'm left with my voice's sound
The pressure is screaming loud
To know what I'm looking for
Every day and night
I'm caught in the same dream
Cause I thought I would know by now
Thought that I'd find me out
Sleep under different clouds
And know what I'm looking for