A natural alchemist A shaman Fully equipped with the knowledge Of all things Imma polish the crystal ball All my talents is picking up Can't stay grounded, I'm lifted up And my consciousness christ conscious Fuck the "controversial" Shit, it cost to convert all the pain to power So give me my flowers, bitch, gimme my flowers Choke, coughing I lost my lung, huh This shit is funny My body crumbling My stomach rumbling My fingers numbing My brain is busted I bust nut then, no clarity's coming No charity's coming No will love me If I keep lying, my tongue won't find it I guess it's fine if nobody listens Won't grant my wishes They wistful, is it? This shit a visit? Oh now I get it Like astrophysics or metaphysics Esoteric, my body's carried My soul is airy, we could share me These monsters present I tried my best, friend But fuck my best huh It's not enough, I feel disgusting I'm never nothing But fuck my best huh It's not enough, I feel disgusted I'm never nothing So sick, they coughing Am I that caused this So sick, they coughing Am I that caused this So sick, they coughing Am I that caused this I am that I am So if I speak this will I become it? Solomon gave me the keys Come see it, I rule a kingdom I am that I am So if I speak this will I become it? Solomon gave me the keys Come see it, I rule a kingdom Damaged here will live free I'll take their pain and repurpose Arrogant fall to your knees Or free yourself from your carcass Amethyst wrapped around the crown, seen 2 eyes was closed, but the third saw me My angels take care of thee My love will carry ye til we all free Cause I'm choke- coughing I lost my lung, huh This shit is funny My body crumbling My stomach rumbling My fingers numbing My brain is busted I bust nut then, no clarity's coming No charity's coming No will love me Choke, coughing I lost my lung, huh This shit is funny My body crumbling My stomach rumbling My fingers numbing My brain is busted I bust nut then, no clarity's coming No charity's coming No will love me But I will love me But I still love me Although I hate me It's all still love there Perspective matters And hate is loving You love so much that You start to hate it But I still love me Choke, coughing I lost my lung, huh This shit is funny My body crumbling My stomach rumbling My fingers numbing My brain is busted I bust nut then, no clarity's coming No charity's coming No will love me Choke, coughing Put me inside the fucking coffin