Believe me God, if you're awake I know some things are meant to break But I've been chasing forgiveness Trying to wait my turn Picking up the pieces But I'd rather burn You're sinking your teeth in Torn apart by overthinking Now I wonder, was it all a dream Tried to not believe what the devil say Gave up on love when he walked away Did you want blood, did you want everything? Just say it Tried to not believe what the devil say Gave up on love when he walked away Did you want blood, did you want everything? Just say it Just say it, just say it Just say it, just say it Stuck in a manic state, panicking Wanna see myself through brand new eyes Without the substances Born with a fucked up brain over open flames Wanna bite my tongue and just admit I did this to myself Fuck giving up my position I built God and I shed the tears that he walks on I fought the devil And I'm about to burn like the sinner I am Tried to not believe what the devil say Gave up on love when he walked away Did you want blood, did you want everything? Just say it Just say it, just say it Just say it, just say it Just say it, just say it Just say it Feels like an imitation medication Fill my heart with lies and false salvation You cauterize my eyes, turn the day into night Black and white like a parasite Living in the host Bless me with kerosene I am the host Burn like a sinner I am the host