Yeah
These days I'm weighing it different
When I pray I'm praying He listens
You paying attention
I make a distinction
Not just say it but actually live it
Man I got a cousin who stay in the trenches
And it's weighing on me
All his drama is staying on me
And my lady she laying on me
All I'm thinking is how could I miss it
Man am I losing my hope
Maybe so I'm cutting it close
Hang it up then gimme the rope
Gimme room to grow as I go
Uh I wanna live it exposed
So these days I ain't strolling
I gotta get on my toes
Coz ain't nothing else that can hold em
These days
I pray to God I hope that He hear me these days
It may be odd but I'm feeling weary these days
I know the call but I don't see clearly these days
Man nothing at all could ever prepare for these days uh
I pray to God I hope that He hear me these days
It may be odd but I'm feeling weary these days
I know the call but I don't see clearly these days
Man nothing at all could ever prepare for these days uh
I wake up and cry again
Look in my daughter two eyes I'm seeing my why
And think I should try again
But depression is shooting and firing
All the pressure I'm facing is tiring
The pressure to make it I'm sounding complacent
But never evasive or violent
If you knew what I'm facing in silence but I own it
Each morning I wake up with focus
Could be carried away in a moment
So I carry the weight on my shoulders
All the barriers made for the chosen
Look at my agony there in the open
Walking a path that I thought wasn't broken uh
Forget what I thought
Coz these days I just wanna be home believe
I just wanna be free
My thoughts they don't control a thing
They ain't holding me
Man these days I just wanna be heard is God still holding me
Coz these days I just want to retreat
Where no one else can be don't you see
These days
I pray to God I hope that He hear me these days
It may be odd but I'm feeling weary these days
I know the call but I don't see clearly these days
Man nothing at all could ever prepare for these days uh
I pray to God I hope that He hear me these days
It may be odd but I'm feeling weary these days
I know the call but I don't see clearly these days
Man nothing at all could ever prepare for these days uh
Aye
These days
I weren't prepared for these days
I wasn't prepared for these days
I'm full of fear these days
I should be strong but I'm lonely
I should be well but I'm weary
I should be far from this place now
Jesus can you come and save me
Aye
These days
I wasn't prepared for these days
I'm crying hard these days
I'm shedding tears these days
I just wanna love you more and more
Love you more and more
These days
Ahh these days