Helplessness is such a sad feeling
One flesh I feel what my other half's feeling
A second victim but listen
I feel like Im the man on the side
Not the man on her side its a difference
Know what its like?
To look the love of your life inside of her face and all you seeing is hopelessness
Wanna kiss her, touch her, hug her, but the most intimate moments just remind her of brokenness
I feel so pushed away, wait that sounds so silly
So I take my feeling and bury them it aint about me really
But its about me really face it
When the pains so deep Im starting to think I can taste it
Hurts the more Im concealing it
Hearing these christian slogans nobody knows what Im dealing with
Are they hearing this
Look if you just peep my eyes
You'll see a secret deep inside I cant hide
That's the other part of me
No she is not a victim alone
I wish I could erase her tears
But I need someone to dry my own
I know this aint about me
Wont make this thing about me but please I hope your hearing me
Its been deep in my heart
I live life in the dark
Its taring me apart
Its taring me apart
Its taring me apart
Its taring me apart
Real talk Im feeling like I could murk dude
Hurt her then I hurt you
Lord forgive me I dont know what's getting into me mentally its the enemy
Ahh so many questions I can ask you cant defend the present from the past
Seems like nobody understands
I cant protect her Im feeling less than a man
Stressed as I am theres no way to console her
So much distance between us will we be any closer
I just want what we had Lord will we get any closure
I wanna stand behind her but so much weight on my shoulders
Wait, who am I to really think that I make her complete
When theres a savior who has promised to offer her piece
Jehovah Raffa life couldnt be any realer
So I intercede that by your grace you would come and heal her and me