If I swallow this pill
Will I be tortured by the memory of you still?
If I change your name
Do you think then it will fade?
I have broke the rules and I admit it
I've betrayed the one I made a promise to
I've relapsed again, I fucking did it
I can't stay away from the beckoning
So if you fuck me like you hate me
Then I can fuck you like I love you
I thought I found diamonds in your eyes
Maybe something real to romanticise
Try, as I may
I can't fill the hole you left in me
Try, as I may
Broken hearts disguised as ecstasy
Bite your lip and grind your teeth
I really struggle to sleep in these sheets
I'm really sorry that you're stuck here with me
I regret I am not who you thought I would be
I'm a dog without a bone
In a house that's not a home
Lovelorn, and love lost
I havnt cared about a thing I've come across
I think I put a bullet in an angels head
I think I put a bullet in an angels head
The lead bites through the skin to the bone
If I see your eyes roll back into your head
Will you be ok if I don't live with the consequences?
Try, as I may
I can't fill the hole you left in me
Try, as I may
I thought this was what I came to be
I think I've found my worth and it's nothing
Hold onto me let's try to feel something
Maybe I'll cut my skin, searching for meaning
If I can't tell the truth why would you trust me
I put a bullet through an angels head