Fill the void with apologies In absence of what should've grown Tied the rope so tight my skin has burnt I'm sick of fucking feeling so alone You can blame me for what I didn't give Hate me for what you think I did But I never once let you drown with me I fucking cut the cord (to set you free) Seperate my blackened heart From what you said I'd torn apart My hopeless corpse was never meant to last A scar on your wrist from the very start Everything good is only temporary Break my grief into pieces And scatter it across the earth Watch, while the soil rots Like something else would resurface? Passing out pieces of a broken soul Tryna fill a void with something whole If I could somehow share this burden The cuts on my wrist might hurt less Heartless Was any of this even worth it? Tried to numb the pain Still every ounce of me aches I set myself on fire Shed some light on this broken cycle Everything good is only temporary I wish I didn't have a heart at all