Even i dont fucking trust me I cant confide In a soul To fucking save me But thats ok though My best friends this high Now look inside For the buried emotions The way ive rotted Youd think that ive died I cant help how i am No excuses I try to get by Then i Fall They say its all in my mind And i shouldnt waste time Tryna better my life Its a countdown Till i self-destruct I cant confide In a soul To fucking save me But thats ok though My best friends this high Now look inside For the buried emotions The way ive rotted Youd think that ive died I cant help how i am No excuses I try to get by Then i Fuck They say its all in my mind And I shouldnt waste time Tryna better my life Its a constant Betrayal and pain i provide With my disorder Third eye opens wide This is the weight that i carry My burdens I know im not shit We are the freaks They put in cages We are the freaks That they abandoned We are the freaks