I suffer from this neurosis every day
It fucks with my head while I rot away
I'm spiraling and my minds in a constant state of decay
I'd reach out for help but no one would give a fuck anyway
You turned your back on me when I needed you most
You left me here
You disappeared
You disappeared
I think I'll always be this way
If you told me I'd be okay would you be lying to yourself to spare me?
I don't think anything will ever be the same
Is it you or am I the one to blame?
I try so hard to believe the bullshit from your mouth
Day in, day out I try to force it down
But in the end it doesn't matter cause I am so broken now
(Some things are just better left unsaid)
(Some better left undone)
You abandoned me!
My mind it spirals despite the light that shines down from the sun
I think I'll always be this way
If you told me I'd be okay would you be lying to yourself to spare me?
I don't think anything will ever be the same
Is it you or am I the one to blame?
So they say my wounds will heal in time
(My wounds will heal in time)
But I don't think that's the case for mine
(I don't think that's the case for mine)
Your words mean nothing
Just give me substance
I need a purpose!
Hate me if it makes you feel something
Stuck
Confined
You won't make it out this time
No place for you to hide
No place for you to hide