I've been trying to clear my head for day's But the thoughts remain I've been scrubbing my skin until it bleeds But I never feel clean I've been trying to forget what you did But I don't want you to leave I've been trying to forget what you did But I don't want you to leave You are red, we are red I felt my heart return again You are red, we are red A love that'd last right through the end You just got tired of holding on Life gets hard with no reasons to move on Memories always seem to break me You were always the one to stitch up my seams I've been trying to forget what you did But I don't want you to leave me You are red, we are red I felt my heart return again You are red, we are red A love that'd last right through the end Erase my bones It's time for me to let go Holding on to your noose Thinking I could have saved you And I hear your voice in my head Whispering that "this is not the end" There is more than this world And we'll be together again I'll drown myself in blood because all this time I've been looking something that you left behind Every day I've been dying inside To realize that my heart will always be at your side Everything is dead to me Not even a remnant of who I used to be Strip my soul from this hollow shell And I'll tell God to show himself