A slave to myself Eternal hell I'll leave this road in a casket The time that I've lost My hope is gone My soul abandoned My senses tell the brain what the body wants The problem is my body never knows the cost If I knew the cost, I'd know that this was wrong But my body just, wants the pain to stop This is the state I'm in It's where my mind has been You can't change it This is the state I'm in Where has my mind gone? I can't change it This is the state I'm in It's where my mind has been You can't change it This is the state I'm in Where has my mind gone? I can't change it Self destructive tendencies It'll be the death of me Every nerve in the body Electrified with self distain Self indulgence It's never worth it But I'll never stop Not before my heart My senses tell the brain what the body wants The problem is my body never knows the cost If I knew the cost, I'd know that this was wrong But my body just, wants the pain to stop You can see inside of me You can see inside of me Make it stop