What's right in front of me Anger and hate have clouded my sight again Struck down Cast out I have myself alone again Bloody nails And broken teeth Letting hate get the best of me Self-destruction slow tearing my apart Knowing, breaking, hacking, slashing Burning at myself I just need to let it go It's so cold It's so cold at the bottom of the barrel I've been to blind to see I only do this to myself Yet time and time again I lose sight Pride and anger always got the best of me I wonder if letting go would finally set me free I will not let this run my life I will not Take control of my life, One day at a time Fear dampened my thoughts And crippling my sight- Black and white. Dead in the fucking tracks, I feel like I'm walking backwards, Just to end up in this god damn Nightmare! I'm not afraid of demons That haunt me.