Ive seen the dagger in far to many backs Careless were my words The only thing id take back I was sick and I know why I had not become my fathers son In my own eyes Broken I lay wondering where I went wrong Hatred has kept me blind all this time And I just wish I just wish I never did this too myself Self-inflicted pain has made me a new man Lessons learned and another life saved. Never again will I let this take over Never again will I have this thorn in my side I am a better man, I am a changed man My past a constant reminder of how I used to be I'm far from perfect, but farther than my old chains