I'm sitting in silence I'm trying to fight this Feeling inside me It's so uninviting I'm hiding behind this Beautiful Angel Behold the gold halo It's shining so bright No danger in site This doesn't feel right cause I really loved this girl But I can't no more She meant the whole world But I pulled the cord Cause eventually she'd see the things I see in me and leave So I'm sorry for everything Your destiny does not consist of me I lay awake in my bed almost every night Counting all my flaws like stars that dеcay my pointless life I'm not okay I'm not alright I probably nevеr will be fine So I go and grab a knife and mark a few more lines But the thought of loving you is too strong It fans all the fumes that I'm running on So I gotta let you go I won't pick up the phone I'll let all the blood flow You won't see me anymore I really loved this girl But I can't no more She meant the whole world But I pulled the cord Cause eventually she'd see the things I see in me and leave So I'm sorry for everything Your destiny does not consist of me I really loved this girl But I can't no more She meant the whole world But I pulled the cord Cause eventually she'd see the things I see in me and leave So I'm sorry for everything Your destiny does not consist of me