I'm not okay, I say it everyday What other type of way can I show it I'm never gonna change I'm the only one to blame But I really fucking wish that they'd notice I want to drive a car and crash in a building I want to grab a rope and hang it from a ceiling I want to rip apart every motherfucking feeling I'm sick of the decay that's preventing all the healing I'm lost in space among the stars The Earth rotates while I depart Patient waiting for some changes Flowers rotting and decaying Blood is clotting, Isolated From the promised neverland Trying and crying then falling apart Reduced to thy rubble and small little shards Shattered like glass, a bards broken heart My thoughts have combusted now scattered they are Causing chaos but my intentions aren't harm Scars on my back cause I won't do the arm Making these songs cause I know that I won't make it that far I want to drive a car and crash in a building I want to grab a rope and hang it from a ceiling I want to rip apart every motherfucking feeling I'm sick of the decay that's preventing all the healing