Look, you did it again We was supposed to have it all, but you ruined the chance Could've been your whole wife and your sister and friend It's a whole car crash from beginning to end It's a whole lot of passion, and we started as friends Aware of your problems, but I turned my head 'Cause I'd rather be with you then to be with him Might've give my whole life for a moment or sin 'Cause the feeling that you gave me Was a ten out of ten, ten out of ten I'd do it again, I'd do it again Nothing in my life felt as good as this It's like morphine to a fiend when you kissed my lips You the pulse in my veins, you my reason to live I would die and come back just to see you again It's a whole lot of lives that we already lived With a house and fence, with some dogs and some kids See, I motherfucking love you And I motherfucking hate you I would cover us in blood with a knife to a dove 'Cause forever is my ankle Wanted you for eternity How the hell could you turn on me? Now it's you that is hurting me When I really gave you everything Three months we was married with a baby and carriage And you played yourself, sadly And you told me I was acting When you garnered my reactions From your lies and your actions Trying to gaslight me, you insulting my intelligence Spitting in my face is the evidence Fucking with your ex is the evidence You the problem and it's evident I would kill for you, steal for you Deal with you, I needed you Was healing you, was feeding you Keeping you safe and warm just to bite hand I extended my arm See, I felt for your eyes and charisma and charm You the devil of my dreams, I'm the angel of yours You the devil of my dreams, I'm the angel of yours See, I motherfucking love you And I motherfucking hate you I would cover us in blood with a knife to a dove 'Cause forever is my ankle Wanted you for eternity How the hell could you turn on me? Now it's you that is hurting me When I really gave you everything I look like a porn star, baby? No, you ain't a porn star, baby Yeah, give it, give it now