I'm just trying not to crash Denying that I'm down And it's not real unless I say And I won't say until I drown The choice is clear as day Keep breathing or fade away I've just got some much at stake By I stay stuck in this shame Under pressure I've finally hit a bottom I can feel My heart is beating and breaking For the first time I can heal Break me open Break me in I am ready to begin The echoes of my pain Bouncing off the walls I'm calling out your name But no ones there to break my fall The choice is clear as day Keep breathing or fade away I've just got some much at stake By I stay stuck in this shame Under pressure I've finally hit a bottom I can feel My heart is beating and breaking For the first time I can heal Break me open Break me in I am ready to begin