Yeah Look at Me I gotta focus on my own on my shit
Nobody else here with me so I gotta let my shit my shit
I don't really care if you criticize me
All my life I've been criticized by anyone
Like who is this dumb
And right now I am getting up
Where's all you guys that was telling me dumb shit
All this time I couldn't see yeah
And I lost myself cause I love you motherfucking pussies
Like who only telling the fake
And I will fuck you up like I did the next day
Like I am doing on this race and I am flexing on my bussdown
And trough the rain Yeah I got the chain blicki blick
Guess whose there knock knock nah it ain't about that
What, you Like this shit don't you
And I will find you and I will hold you
If I ever did wrong upon you I ain't gonna sorry
Cause you was close so
Don't play no games no more I don't love you
Our ways have part I took a long road
You will never understand how wrong you was
From the start girl I'll fold you
And I won't let myself go Like that
Cause I can do rap like that and trap
But I don't let myself go out for fears I have
I have fears that I can know be
Demons find me and I will fight em
Anxiety fear and shame and I will fuck em
And I will kill em and I will fuck em
Anxiety shame fear and guilt I will fuck em
Fuck everybody
I have issues that nobody knows
Yeah I am on my own and I am not lying anymore
I am telling y'all you don't believe me
And I'll made it to the top now I am greedy
You can't change that
I was down down bad with nobody there
Yeah nobody believed in me my lil bro
And that's not lies I am not telling anymore
I am only serving the truth from now on
Listen to me your name was Anna
And I've seen you somewhere I don't know dolce cabbana
You was wearing I got my baby she was beautiful
Yeah huh look at you look at you
I never had you what I shame
I didn't touch you I am so lame
I blame myself through this rain
And through this beat
I can now and I will prevail
Like that's not lies
Like that's not lies
And we ain't gonna change cause we are real ties
I am telling the truth I had a crush on someone
That I never met met met
Yeah she was so beautiful Like I wanted you
And you treated me like nothing how could you
Like I was nothing like how could you
Look at me now I want you like do you
There are some voices inside your head
That they telling you something
Yeah if you listen to them then you will get nothing
You have to believe that you gotta let yourself go
It's the doubts
The voice of doubts Doesn't let yourself go out
Doesn't let yourself go out
It's The voice of fucking fucking doubts
The voices of fucking doubt telling me that I am nothing
Then again I will sing to my fans they telling me go somewhere
Yeah I am telling you something
Right now I know what you like I am not bad and people be Like
They're listening to me like who I am
Bro I am just done I blame myself
That's why juice wrld did the same
And Look who he is there there there
He's with X rest in peace X I'll come and find you
Don't worry about that And I will save you
Like you saved me and I will save you juice and lil peep
I won't brake you and I'll chase you
And I rap on this microphone like what you do
I don't know what I do I am on the flow like flute
And I fuck all these bitches like I am on the news
Yeah what the fuck is you saying
Yeah just let myself go out there
And you can build what the fuck I am down bad
Yeah nobody believed in me like look at me now yeah