Gotta breathe Yeah My dark days ain't behind me They still standing in front of me Exactly like this black cloud That's hovering right above me Can't seem to get from under it I guess this is my punishment Repenting is easy only when the ending you face is eminent Trynna go and find a better way Trynna go and make a better day But it don't wanna happen I don't even remember entering this box I'm trapped in I don't know what it is you want from me I can't succeed Not in this life that you been here setting forth for me But this is the worst way that it could go I've always been on this path alone Don't try to console me nigga I don't want your two cents Y'all could never break me though And I am living proof of this Throw dirt on your name Swearing that you changed But I gotta move on Gotta release this pain I don't wanna be here I'm out the door Chucking up the deuces Adios Got no more to give No tears to cry Don't wanna live in fear And I don't wanna live I don't wanna die I just wanna disappear Just wanna disappear I just wanna disappear Chilling with the stars call it astronomical Looking down upon this haterz Man they fall like domino And they try to pull me down man I feel uncomfortable Life is already a struggle up here in the salad bowl I just want to end the war creating some unity Gotta be a good example prosper as community Sometimes feel like breaking down All this weight up on my shoulders Better crush me now cuz I'm tired of carrying this boulder Mamma told me chase your dreams mijo always listen To your gut and heart no regrets I'm missing Live it up one time baby on a mission LOC'Z music legacy always in my vision Double time it's over time Bust it down I bust a rhyme Biggie Small'z and Tupac always legends Imma hit my prime Double time it's over time Bust it down I bust a rhyme Biggie Small'z and Tupac always legends Imma hit my prime Got no more to give No tears to cry Don't wanna live in fear And I don't wanna live I don't wanna die I just wanna disappear Just wanna disappear I just wanna disappear I just wanna disappear