I find myself not loving a lot I think I got but I fuck up the plot Like I've been tripping I need fixings I need wisdom I find myself always thinking too much And then I end up drinking too much Fresh up out the slump with a grin on I know I'm blessed but I keep me a crutch I can't help myself some days Take me back to what I need Lift me up and set me free Can't figure how I'm supposed to be I find myself not giving a fuck Especially when my mind in a clutz I can't be out here looking for love But if it finds me can't just be luck I can't help myself some days Take me back to what I need Lift me up and set me free Can't figure how I'm supposed to be I cant spare shit if I wanna maintain I got change that I need to find a face for I try to fix some things they always fade tho Yea the price of them j's still insane oh yea In that thang, I proceed with caution I can't really afford no lose I can't really avoid no lose I find myself not loving a lot I just wanna get away from it all I just wanna fade at night Love it when I fade at night Are you sane or not I can't help myself some days Take me back to what I need Lift me up and set me free Can't figure how I'm supposed to be I find myself not giving a fuck Especially when my mind in a clutz I can't be out here looking for love But if it finds me can't just be luck I can't help myself some days Take me back to what I need Lift me up and set me free Can't figure how I'm supposed to be Caution I can't really afford no lose I can't really avoid no lose I find myself not loving a lot I just wanna get away from it all I just wanna fade at night Love it when I fade at night Are you sane or not