What is this - look at me Any fool can plainly see I'm a coward I'm a fake What the fuck was my mistake There is no longer hope for happiness in me Look at this I can win every opportunity That I take falls apart So much weight upon my heart There is no emptiness like the one inside of me I'm on the downside lookin' up at the world Reachin' out for a piece That's missing on the inside Sad to say I must quit There's no reason for me to stay No one knows no one cares I could scream but who would hear I am surrounded by a wall of misery I'm on the downside lookin' up at the world Reachin' out for a piece And it's killing me now I'm on the downside lookin' up at the world Reachin' out for a piece That's missing on the inside Once the world was a pretty place But the beauty has begun to fade Now my heart is slipping away I'm on the downside lookin' up at the world Reachin' out for a piece And its killing me now I'm on the downside lookin' up at the world Reachin' out for a piece That's missing on the inside